If you asked me 10 years ago, I would've told you that I was a pretty good person... I never got into trouble, I hung around with the good kids, stayed away from parties, and did well in school. Since then the light of Scripture has gradually opened the shades of my heart to reveal all the dust (sin) flying around that I never saw before. In fact, I don't think I can last 60 seconds without doing or thinking something sinful. It sounds like a reason to despair right? Not exactly... but keep on reading. :)
Let's just consider one sin area for a moment. One small five letter word: pride. Our Women's Bible Study has been working through an AWESOME book called Seeking Him: Experiencing the Joy of Personal Revival by Nancy Leigh DeMoss and Tim Grissom. The following comes from the humility chapter (sounds like fun, right?). I'm going to go easy on you and only include 15 of the 30 points she has. You'll quickly get the point. :)
Proud people...
*focus on the failures of others
*have a critical, fault-finding spirit
*are self-righteous
*have an independent, self-sufficient spirit
*have to prove they are right
*claim rights; have a demanding spirit
*are self-protective of their time, their rights, and their reputation
*desire to be served
*desire to make a name for themselves
*desire self-advancement
*have a drive to be recognized and appreciated
*are self-conscious
*keep others at arms' length
*are overly concerned with what others think
*have a hard time saying, "I was wrong; will you please forgive me?"
Ouch! That's a pretty convicting list and I can see myself all over it. If you're a believer, do you sometimes find it hard to rest in God's promises and not feel the burden of trying to "be better" and "do better" by your own strength? I constantly need to remind myself of His grace and Christ's finished work on the cross. His blood is enough to cover all of my sins past, present, and future. I want to please Him because I love Him so much, but I know that I can only change through the Holy Spirit and by His grace. He miraculously still accepts me...baggage and all...because I am washed clean by Jesus' blood. How beautiful is that?
Romans 8:1-5
Therefore there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus. For the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus has set you free from the law of sin and of death. For what the Law could not do, weak as it was through the flesh, God did: sending His own Son in the likeness of sinful flesh and as an offering for sin, He condemned sin in the flesh, so that the requirement of the Law might be fulfilled in us, who do not walk according to the flesh but according to the Spirit. For those who are according to the flesh set their minds on the things of the flesh, but those who are according to the Spirit, the things of the Spirit.